I CAN'T TAKE THIS STUPID JEALOUSY AND GOSSIPING ANYMORE!!?

i skateboard and now my friend is jealous and now she says like "oh, youre not a skater, you dont even look skater" blah blah blah, and now shes saying that shes a skater when she doesnt even know what a longboard or an ollie is!! i cant take it! i dont want to be her friend anymore but shes the only friend i have. everything is just collapsing on me and the whole school is talking about me (bad things) I HATE MY NEW SCHOOL!!!!!!! i cant take the gossiping, i cant take the jealousy i just want to scream for 5 hours straight!!!!!!! why does this have to happen to me?! no one will talk to me! my now ex "best friend" is trying to make me jealous and telling lies to everyone! shes "trying" to be cool! GOD, I HATE THIS I WANT IT TO END! EVERYDAY ITS SOMETHING BAD! WHEN AM I GOING TO HEAR SOMETHING GOOD FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE?!